not my week.

NO KIDDING.

I'm afraid I might hafta repeat Ma11.
I seriously have no idea how I'll live through En12 this semester.
I am not learning anything in Fil11.
I feel like avoiding Muay Thai now because it'll just take away what little energy I have for school.
I greatly dislike my Botany lab prof because she does not teach, she just reads the slides. I AM NOT KIDDING YOU SHE LITERALLY JUST READS WHATEVER'S ON IT AND DOES NOT SAY ANYTHING ELSE.
...and she scheduled a practical test on Tuesday.
I still have nothing to wear on my BFF's birthday on Saturday.
..AND I HAVEN'T PREPARED MY SPEECH YET OMG.
I've been meaning to cry my eyes out since the Ma11 long test ended this afternoon. my heart feels it, but my brain just wouldn't command my eyes to excrete salty water.
I COMPLETELY FORGOT THAT IT'S FRIDAY TOMORROW. I should be rejoicing, but I just don't feel anything rn.

it's one of those days that I couldn't help wishing I could just quit school and make all the BV go away. I've been raised well enough by my parents to know that that's stupid and it would be an awful thing to do and it wouldn't do me any good in the long run, but just for today, I really, really wish I could just quit school.

don't tell my family.

on the upside, I totally forgot about it. :))