anemia.

my mom thinks it's because of that ^ that I'm irritable and annoyed a lot.

that made me think. then again, I have been thinking about it a lot lately.

for some unexplainable reason, I easily get ticked off when my mom tells me things. it's quite rare that I don't end up sounding annoyed whenever we have short conversations -- which is actually the only type of conversation we usually have. I've been trying to tell myself to keep calm and do my best to not sound annoyed no matter what, but there are days when I'm just too tired to try.

I'm a bad daughter. I know that.

but I really have no explanation for it other than there's something that's failing in our relationship. I could go on and on about how weak our bond is compared to other mother-daughter relationships I know, and I could blame whoever for it, but I see no use for it. it'll just make me sound spiteful and unappreciative.


even if hearing her say that I should take iron supplements because my low blood pressure and paleness are making me mataray and irritable all the time made me want to kick down a door [exactly what I texted Dani], I sincerely hope she's right.

at least there's medicine for low blood pressure. weak relationships are harder to cure.