Bullshit.

Yeah, I'm just really glad that I still have this little piece of isolation on the Internet.

I've grown way too dependent on the other websites I'm on, and although the people there are awesome and I'm glad to have even met them, it can get very tiring sometimes--like right now. You spend most of your time online talking to them, you end up being friends, and you're the dumb girl that's stupid and naive enough to be so dependent on them that when they don't say the right things, especially when you need them to, you feel like crap even if you have no right to.

And there's really nothing you can do about it.

Oh, and I know fine well that I'm such a horrible student compared to you. I know that I'm the one repeating subjects while you're worrying about getting in the dean's list. I know I'm the dumb, unmotivated one, and I really, seriously don't need you rubbing it in my face.

I know I'm the only one to blame for all the crap I'm experiencing, especially for screwing up my grades, and really, if you can't bring yourself to be there for me, to try to make me feel better even if I don't deserve it, at the very least, try not to rub it in my face.

I am this close to punching my door until it breaks. So this is what it feels like to have everyone ignore you when all you really need is a little bit of comfort and encouragement from them.

Yeah, at this very moment, this is exactly how I'm feeling.